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Life is like a big merry go round... that's a line from one of my favourite songs.

I was chatting with an old friend today and I remembered back when I was in school and he was already working, when he'd tell me he was still in the office at 8 or 9pm. I never understood the rationale behind it. I would complain and preach every night. My whole mind then was, why would anyone stay this late at work. The work would still be there tomorrow so what the hell? Why stay so long at work... fast forward 6 years later, I also have a job in a bank and my hours are crazy! I have left the office at a few minutes to 9 too many times to count. I guess, like he said, "life happens to us all..."

I don't know the morale of this, I just thought to document it*shines teeth*



Its been ages since I posted anything here.. 
I stopped praying a few months ago, I don't know why, I just stopped. Even though I know its wrong, I just can't bring myself to. I know God loves me and all the excuses I tell myself about how God doesn't listen to the prayers of sinners and run away children are just that, excuses but tell that to my heart. I used to teach Sunday school so I know the truth but knowing in your head and feeling in your heart and mind are completely different things. I'd like to think that God is still looking out for me and that's why he stopped me yesterday just before I jumped in front of a moving trailer in a  hurry to get to work.